Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

Forbidden Lust

© By Samantha L. Martinez

Who gave Yourself to the death of the Cross to save sinners,
look upon me, most lustful of all sinners

.and I did love him with every inch of my flesh
burning with his fingertips and the sound of his voice
My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses;
so seductive upon my neck to my lustful lips
it started so easy as he held me tight against his frame
but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me
my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip
tasting blood as he kissed his way above my heart
the paleness of my ample breasts stained pinkish blush
his tongue surrounding the stone buds as I whimpered softly
hands all around my curves as if sculpting the glass of wine
the scent of the vineyard arousing his cravings as the kisses dwelled
down the slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley
candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored
taking into him that which I hold sacred and cherished
and oh God did he touch with such respect of the temple
finding the gem that lies hidden within it's fortress
thighs shudder in a wake of tide overcoming me
drowning me within the fantasy and reality I know I imagined
Praying to the Lord to let me die in such overwhelming pleasure
pinned to a sheeted cross he crucified me
I called out as Jesus did with a low groan and breathy moan
my legs nailed beneath his own as the adrenaline rushed my head
feverish bliss of defiled innocence and blasphemous eroticism
His soul embedded within mine as

Forbidden Lust

© By Samantha L. Martinez

Who gave Yourself to the death of the Cross to save sinners,
look upon me, most lustful of all sinners

.and I did love him with every inch of my flesh
burning with his fingertips and the sound of his voice
My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses;
so seductive upon my neck to my lustful lips
it started so easy as he held me tight against his frame
but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me
my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip
tasting blood as he kissed his way above my heart
the paleness of my ample breasts stained pinkish blush
his tongue surrounding the stone buds as I whimpered softly
hands all around my curves as if sculpting the glass of wine
the scent of the vineyard arousing his cravings as the kisses dwelled
down the slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley
candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored
taking into him that which I hold sacred and cherished
and oh God did he touch with such respect of the temple
finding the gem that lies hidden within it's fortress
thighs shudder in a wake of tide overcoming me
drowning me within the fantasy and reality I know I imagined
Praying to the Lord to let me die in such overwhelming pleasure
pinned to a sheeted cross he crucified me
I called out as Jesus did with a low groan and breathy moan
my legs nailed beneath his own as the adrenaline rushed my head
feverish bliss of defiled innocence and blasphemous eroticism
His soul embedded within mine as the height of the spasms climaxed
soaked within the holy waters of my own garden of eden
as Adam ate from the fruit of the punished so did he
His rib not within my cage but caging me within his greedy yearning
and he carried my seductive form from his bedded prison
body aligned in perfection with my own weary form
heartbeats as one as we drifted within my hazed confessional
praying for our sins as we again stain the sanctity of love

bless me father for I have sinned
but let me burn within my lust for I crave him 

the height of the spasms climaxed
soaked within the holy waters of my own garden of eden
as Adam ate from the fruit of the punished so did he
His rib not within my cage but caging me within his greedy yearning
and he carried my seductive form from his bedded prison
body aligned in perfection with my own weary form
heartbeats as one as we drifted within my hazed confessional
praying for our sins as we again stain the sanctity of love

bless me father for I have sinned
but let me burn within my lust for I crave him

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kinda busy...

although im so tired and SICK!!! harhar

whats life?

well, currently im involved in a lot of things.. teaching english to koreans... doin lotsa stuff...

haaayyy.. im kinda bored..

i havent visited this blog for quite a while.. bcozzzz? im BUSY..

peepz read my blog to laffffffff... i dunno why..

haaaayyy

i havent heard from the WATER GIRL ( agua****) u know the shit...

hahahahaha and im happy... some of his friendzzz are still know-it-all shits haaayyy i dont care!!!

haaaaayyyy..

 i miss drinkin margarita... i wanna taste the guva margarita.. haaaayyy..

how abt all of you... haaaayy everythins buggin mel.. life o life..

miss my friendz... muh real friendzzzzzzzzzzz.........

-tina!!!! missin yah all!!! chill

im kind of happy now... but still whackos try to dehumanize me..    So what if you call me a *****, a ***** is a female dog... a female dog barks.. a bark is a part of a tree and a tree is part of nature, nature is BEAUTIFUL, so am        I      !!!!!!

hahaha funny.. you thought it's funny? ur d one funny!!! hahahah

im glad that ur not around.. hahahaah.. but still keep on buttin sumtyms... (not always right/)

studies? so far great... great!!! tiring.. very..

set priorities well.. very well......... 

thanks to my friends again.. if my enemies are reading, hahaha... poorness...

take care...

helloooooooooo......

take care...

tired....

so far life is still fun..

life is tough but im tougher..

miss you all friends......

hello..........

do take care!!!!